if you didn't know .. CARMINA BURANA is that awesome song that some beer company made into an awesome ad that "it's a big ad, very big ad" song 8)!
rehearsal was EPIC!
it was soooo FUN! i had fun clanging cymbals together and smashing the bass drum like crazy 8)!
and then i went home...
long story short ..
asian woman on phone with mum -> misunderstanding
me listening (without any intention to but kind of had to cause phone was on loudspeaker)
i got angry at asian woman -> took phone off mum and gave her a piece of my mind
got emotional for some stupid reason and started tearing up and ended up crying -> mum started crying
asian woman felt bad for making us emotional and kept trying to explain but made everything worse
mum took phone off me and ended the convo with asian woman
phone rang -> i picked up and it was the asian woman again
asian woman said she felt really bad after convo and that she couldn't get on with her work and worrying how it was dinner time and that we wouldn't be happy eating and then goin gon to say how it'll effect school and work and crap like that and went completely off track
i got annoyed/pissed and started crying again for no reason (if i continue talking once i tear up, i cry automatically. the more i talk the more i cry)
we both kept trying to tell each other what we thought the other meant and convo went round in circles
i ended it and said please don't mention this again cause it's all in the past.
ughh...

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