THE 72ND BLOG

i'm sorry that you had to go through something so painful..

i know exactly how you feel...

i was in your position 3 years ago..

it hurts and i admire how you act like nothing's wrong..

but i know and understand that you can't let your feelings show..

because then people who don't need to know will find out ..

nobody but those who have been through it all will understand how hard it is..

and i know what you're going through..

i can say that knowing that i am telling the truth..

i know that those thousands of sorry messages you have gotten and will get..

just make it even more unbearable..

those sorry's don't make anything better..

and you just want everyone to stop saying that word..

for those who haven't experienced it..

i envy you..

feel lucky..

it is so painful..

so so painful..

but...

you can get through this

just like i did

it takes a long time

and those memories come flooding back at times

but at least you know the one you loved so much no longer has to suffer any longer

i miss him so much..

but god chose to take him away..

i can't change that..

i just live with the hope that i will be able to see him again

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so now that english is out of the way

i've got extension history to think about

i actually want to drop it

mainly because of the teacher....

absolutely NOTHING you do is good enough for her >___>

on a happier note

I FINISHED HI MY SWEETHEART :D!

it was a short last episode but IT WAS AN AWESOME ENDING :D

it was only 14 episodes

not too long, not too short but leaving you wanting more xO!!

 i must not drama until after HSC now T________T 

AND i find these outfits kinda cool :D

even though i would probably never ever wear something like that

i think they're still pretty AWESOME :D