again...

i never really knew you..

i never talked to you..

but i knew who you were

you were much loved..

i saw that today..

you touched the hearts of many..

and you will never be forgotten

all i can say is

i hope you are in a better place

maybe someday i'll see you there

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i'm not sure if i did the right thing telling you..

i'm sorry that it made you so upset..

i didn't know what to say..

i didn't know what to do..

just as you were starting to become happier

you receive more news making you sad again

i hope you're okay

i'm sorry i couldn't do anything

i just didn't know what i could do..

i'm finding it very hard to cry these days..

i used to cry over dramas..

until that happened..

and then i couldn't cry anymore..

i think my tears have been locked away..

until those moments that you don't see come and tear away that lock..

i've been nodding off in class these days

i think it's the result of sleeping at around 12 every night since school started this year

it's not good x(

i shall be sleeping right after i finish this blog (:

so there was that 5 hour music lesson today

it wasn't as bad as i thought it'd be (:

textiles workshop tmrw :D

i still haven't paid yet due to the CRAZILY LOOOONG lines in the office

(mainly made up of short year 7's who think they have to pay for things AS SOON AS THEY GET A FORM)

this blog is full of bits and pieces

goes to show how muddled up my brain is right now x/

i think it's phototime

sorry for any blur

but CHECK OUT PIUS'S GIRLY POSE BELOOOOW xD

OKAY GOODNIGHT :D
i am off the the land of lala :D

i bid you farewell until tomorrow :D