deprived ... waste of time

FACEBOOK HIATUS

so i'm on a facebook hiatus till after hsc

(well.... ATTEMPTING to)

i must confess that i kinda signed in twice yesterday....

only for a few seconds though! i swear xO!!  

anyhow....

i haven't signed in today

it's funny how though you deactivate your faceook, once you sign in

everything's back to normal.... like as if you always existed on facebook...

 ughhh...

i feel so deprived

i feel so anti-social

i feel so enclosed

i've now resorted to youtubing T___T

i'm such a fail

at least my msn appear offline tactic has worked :D

THE ADVENTURES OF the yr12 muso's

tuesday's 4hours lessons are seriously the BIGGEST waste of time

apparently we're doing so many hours more than we actually should be doing as well!

we spend majority of the time mucking around and getting minimal work done

because we just can't concentrate for that long

4hours straight of anything seriously makes your brain explode

tenzin very pro-ly RAN to topryde to buy food for us :D 

he bought some old school favourties

that were SOOO yummy

anyway...

to show you just how much a waste of time these lessons are...

i'll let the photos do the talking 

oh btw! the blue hand thing

i was just experimenting for fashion show xD

what do you think? O:

textile arts-y enough? :/

DINNER

omnomnom YUMMM 8)

if u translate it straight from chinese

it's called ... sour spicy soup

ahaaa the strange translations we get from chinese xD

OH WOE....

so i get home after school

and i see a fat yellow envelope sitting on the table

i'm excited!

i have a big smile on my face

i wonder what it is!

i pick it up

my smile dissappears

st george eisteddfod.......

i open the envelope

and find the fattest programme EVER!

i spend like half an hour trying to find my name in that booklet

i'm not happy with what i find....

 guess what!

it's during trial period

AND what's worse is i'll be playing 5 songs

in 3 consecutive days

one after the other

on the sunday i have TWO sections on at the SAME time 

meaning i'm going to have to RUN from one room to another (or however it works) in order to play T___T

and then run back for the results and then to the other room again for the next set of results....

no rest, no extra time to practice

this is going to be stressful for me

i know it is

judging from what i've already experienced

i dedicate the entire week to practicing piano

and pay as little attention to school work as i can

fingers crossed i dnt get assessments

ACTUALLY i dnt think i'll have any assessments since it's trial period

AND assessments will be all bunched up in the first few weeks of next term

farout........

i'm going to be one huge ball of stress in august

i'm just glad they're not anytime soon

and i am definitely NOT looking forward to next term AT all  >:( 

oh! and let me remind you that...
i did not want to play in any eisteddfods before my hsc
my teacher decided to just casually announce all happily to me one lesson
THAT he's enrolled me to play in 9 eisteddfods
ffs...
he mentioned enrolling me into eisteddfods for some audience practice
i was only expecting like ONE
not bloody NINE
and to think that he wanted to enrol me into MORE THAN THAT

FASHION SHOW

10 days left...

i am under quite a large amount of stress

because my majorwork is like.. still in pieces

it's no where near finished

and i have a feeling i'm going to be like taping my majorwork to myself to hold it all together T__T

i also have to work out ways to cover half of my dress before next week xO

i am so grateful for the saturday lessons we have  xO

even though i'm like.. stressed

i LOVE it :D

like i love this kind of stress

where i get to stress about something i love to do :D

anyhow, here's a few ideas as for make up....

i kind of want to paint myself blue

but hmm.....

EARLY NIGHT

YAAAAY! i can sleep early today (:

btw jadeee! : i tried to upload the vids via blog but there's no button for it ):

GOODNIGHT (:

i can't wait to dive into bed 8)