three and a half years ago..
i was in your exact position..
it was so hard..
yet for you..
it must be so much more harder..
because the time you spent together was so much more..
i was truly shocked to hear about it..
i think she told me because she knew that i had been through the same as you..
i am sad that you had to go through it too..
i know saying sorry doesn't do anything..
and i know that it's hard to talk about it..
i hope you'll do what i did..
and choose the right path to walk along..
only time can heal..
yet.. the more time that passes..
the more i am saddened by it..
but..
i know you know what to do..
i prayed that i would be the only one who would have to go through it..
i prayed in the hope that no one would have to go through what i went through..
it's not surprising why i doubt..
i doubt you so much..
why do you do this?
why couldn't you just have been content with taking something precious of mine away..
why did you have to go on..
what are you trying to do?
