it's been three years...

i miss you so much...

i wish and i wish...

i wish you had visited more...

i wish we had gone back more...

i wish i could see you again...

i wish that it didn't have to be you...

but no matter how much i wish...

those wishes will never come true...

all i can hope for now...

is that you are in a better place...

far far away from the suffering you had to go through...

the suffering that you didn't deserve at all...

it pains me to think of what you went through...

yet i can't even begin to imagine what it must have been like...

i miss you...

i really do...

but i know that some day i'll be able to see you again...