i'm at my limit

i am so over this...

i'm at my limit...

i don't even want to practice anymore..

but i have to...

i would've expected that after over a year of playing these same 6 songs over and over

i would find it easier in these last few days

but no....

i can't even hear dynamics anymore...

let alone want to practice...

what makes it worse is i have extension history to finish off too

yes my synopsis is almost there..

but i've still got a 1200 word essay i have to write...

the amount of editing that matheson has done to my synopsis has made my work entirely hers..

she might as well just go and write my essay for me

i'm at my limit

i can't take this crap...

i feel like a robot

and say hello to horrible weather

i hated today's weather

and i will continue to hate the weather till next winter